I thought that being married and separated from my family, especially from my twin sister for quite some time, I will be spared from ever experiencing separation anxiety. But having my sisters over for holiday, and spending a quality time with my twin sister was awesome and when she left, we are both experiencing separation anxiety. I lie on Two-Two's bed and smelling her pillow and hugging her blanket... and wearing the shirt she bought for me. And to make it worse, I am now catching a flu. She on the other hand, as soon as her plane landed was ill again and she started crying. Little did she know that when she was crying, I was too. I miss her so much ---- separation is stingy.
I've been having a hard time sleeping for a month but when my sisters where here, I would sleep at 10pm... or as soon as we get back from our "jalan-jalan" (pamamasyal)... I would sleep like a baby. And as soon as they left, my sleeping disorder is back.
I am forever grateful for my family... they are my bestfriends, my confidant. They are my shield against the storms of life. I look forward to the day when we all will be together again with our Mama - never to part.
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